Friday, September 4, 2009

Celinecia Nelson

Celinecia Nelson
6/18/2009




There is no shade near Celinecia’s house. To avoid the fierce sun, we went inside her house. With the four of us, the house felt overcrowded. It looked so fragile that a little bump here or there could bring the entire house down.

Inside, there were a bed, a table, some pots and buckets. I sat on an empty paint-can and Celinecia sat on her bed with her baby in her arms. Bonison and Ashley both sat down on the ground since there was nothing else to sit on. The floor of the house was uncovered and the bare earth was exposed. The roof was made out of banana leaves. The sunlight peaked through the house. When it rains, the entire house will become wet and muddy.

Celinecia hadn’t been living in this house for that long. A few months ago, she lost her original house because her mother-in-law, the owner of the property, threw her out. She was able to move into her parents’ property, where she built this temporary house. She hopes to build a more durable house in the coming July. CLM will provide tin, some nails, and labor, and she would have to prepare wood and stones.

Celinecia was originally born and raised in Port-Au-Prince. She never knew her father because he left the family when she was a baby. Her mother died a few years ago. Celinecia has one brother who lives near the Artibonite River and two sisters who are still living in Port-Au-Prince, but she hasn’t seen them ever since she came to Chevry two years ago. The only kin she keeps in touch with is her grandmother, whom she visits occasionally.

Celinecia has been married for two years and she is now a mother of two children. Her youngest is ten months old, and the older one is two years old. Her husband was working in the garden when I visited her. She said that they had just planted some vegetables in the garden. What would you do with the vegetables when they grow? She hopes to feed them to her family. How many times in a week do you eat? She does not know for sure but maybe once a week.

From CLM, she received three female goats, and she is also going to start a "small commerce." She wants to buy chickens to sell them for a good price. Before CLM, she had to buy food with credit. She burned some wood to make charcoal and sold them so she could pay back what she owed. However, since she had to buy food continuously, she kept accumulating more and more debts. But now with CLM, she feels she can gradually start paying back her debts, and even start her own business.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Adeline Brevil

Adeline Brevil

6/18/2009

Adeline is in a very good condition compared to other CLM members I have interviewed so far. While others on the program are eating maybe twice a week, Adeline and her family are able to eat twice a day, every day in the week. She also eats variety of food, not just rice and beans. Today, her family ate breadfruit, potatoes, and even some stew.

It turns out that Adeline is a talented entrepreneur. With the stipend, she goes out in the local market to buy rice, citron, mushroom, eggs, and platens. She carries whatever she bought on her head and travels to Milbale, a city that is farther away from the town, and there, she sells them for a better price. With the profit, she buys food to feed her family. This is extraordinary since most other women use their stipend to buy food for direct consumption or to pay debts. Last week, Adeline bought two hens with the stipend. She says that even if she cannot sell them immediately, she can always keep them for a while and then sell them later when she needs money. I asked her if she likes raising animals, and she says that she loves animals and that the animals prosper in her hands.

Adeline chose goat-raising and chicken-raising as her enterprises. Bonison (the case manager) pointed out that one of her goats was already pregnant, which is a really good sign. With the revenue and profit from animals, Adeline wants to buy more animals. She will buy a pig first. Then, more goats, a cow, another cow, and finally a horse. With a horse, she could carry more loads to the village and make more profit. Moreover, she jokes that she would no longer hurt her neck like she did this week.

Adeline hurt her neck and shoulders this week. She fell on her way back from getting drinking water from the local waterfall. She was carrying the water bucket on her head when she fell, so she hurt her shoulders and neck. This seems to be a common problem among the women who live in her village. Another woman complained to me on the same day how the road gets muddy and slippery when it rains, and that she would fall when she is trying to get water. But other than Adeline's shoulders, everyone else in the family is healthy.

Things were not always this good. Before CLM, Adeline would go hungry very often, and the people in the village would save some money for her so she could feed her children. She says that since CLM has started, things have improved a lot.

Mother of four children, Adeline has two girls and two boys. The oldest goes to school, but he is the only one who can go to school at the moment. Adeline herself was not able to go to school. She complained that her parents, or the older generation, did not know enough to put their children into school. With CLM, she was learning to write her own name for the first time. She slowly tried to write her name in front of us, which was not an easy exercise for her. She was able to finish writing her name with some help from her case manager. By the time she would be able to write her name with confidence and ease, I hope that she could also send all of her children to school.



Saturday, June 20, 2009

Mislaine Lori

Mislaine Lori
Giyom /Kafou Tido, Haiti.
6/16/2009


Mislaine Lori is a mother of 5 boys and 2 girls (the youngest three are present in the picture above). Out of her seven children, only two are able to go to school. She, herself had not received any education, and nor did her 3 other siblings. She is learning to write her name for the first time through the CLM program. Her case manager, Emile, shows her how to write her name each week and assigns homework for her. She was the only one among the 10 women that gathered for the meeting that day who proudly showed her homework. Emile kept saying “tres bien,” and she even wrote her name in front of everyone. In her shy smile in response to the complements of others, I saw an eagerness to learn. She is eager to learn because she understands that education is a means to get out of the poverty and hunger she and her children are fighting every day.

When I ask her how often she and her children eat, she answers that she eats 2 or 3 days in a week. When the case manager visits, he gives her the weekly stipend of 300 gourds, of which she saves 50 and puts 100 into a sol (a group of women pooling money together and then taking turns to collect the sum). With the rest, she is able to buy 2 cups of rice, some oil, and some sugar. Although the family cannot eat enough, they can quench their hunger in this way for the week. Even though she started receiving the stipend already, which lasts for the first six months of the program until the woman can generate a stable income from her enterprises, she is unable to eat every day. The level of poverty in which the members of the CLM program find themselves in the beginning is so great that it takes more than a month for them to start eating regularly.

Under the tree near her house, she hugs two of her youngest children. The youngest is wearing underwear, but the other one is completely naked. I can see his chest bones sticking out because he is so thin. She says that he has been sick with diarrhea and fever for a while. When it gets bad, she says, blood comes out with diarrhea. Earlier, Emile had given her three Cera Lyte 70 packages. Before giving them to Mislain, he asked, “How do you prepare the medicine?” She explained the procedures of preparing the medicine step by step as if she had recited it many times before.

Mislain received 2 goats from CLM. She will also receive 5 chickens before the month ends. Goat-raising and chicken-raising are the enterprises she had chosen for herself. The chickens she will receive are egg layers. With these enterprises, she hopes to feed her children better and send them to school. Today, she also received a package full of 10 different vegetable seeds. A Christian organization called Hope Seeds had provided all CLM members with these packets. Emile had shown the CLM members of the village how to prepare the ground before planting the seeds, and used Mislaine ’s garden as an example. He helped her plant some peppers today.

She eventually wants to start her own business. When she gains enough money from her savings and the expected revenues from the animals the CLM has provided for her, she wants to start selling foodstuff in the market. She also wants to buy more livestock to generate more revenue if she can. But her strongest desire for the future is simply to eat and to send her children to school, and even to university. She wants to buy a house and some land as well. Right now, she is renting the house as well as the small plot of the land for her garden for 1250 gourds per year.

When I am about to leave, she asks me, “Can you help me accomplish my goals?” I answer, “I believe that the CLM program will help you achieve your goals and hopes.” That’s all I can tell her for now, but I really do believe in the people who are working for the CLM program. The people I have met here genuinely care for her and others like her, and they are determined to help CLM members to solve their problems and escape absolute poverty. I hope there is some way I can help her directly, too.



She proudly poses for the picture next to her small garden. She had just finished planting peppers. She covered the plot with some banana leaves so the seeds don’t wash away when it rains hard.


Mislain’s nine-year-old daughter peeks out the door to see me, a stranger, taking the photos of her house. I hope her future could be brighter than the sky that is so blue.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Second Week Update

June 6, 2009
Rain Rain

I am so mad right now because my camera got really wet and stopped working. I really hope it will eventually be ok and start functioning again...Gosh.

Today, we met people from a Nebraskan congregation that works with HTF (Haitian Children Foundation), which is one of the partner organizations for CLM. Lots of new people: Rwan(the pastor), Lori, Al (Lori's husband and a dentist), Mincy(Rwen's cousin), Lauren, Alex, De Bo (HTF staff who was able to make everyone smile and laugh), Maya, and more. They had a bus rented and we rode with them for a while. It was very nice to have air conditioning. Again, we had to get on to a boat, which is really a log carved inside so that people can crouch inside. This congregation from Lincoln, Nebraska, gave CLM $12,000 and wanted to see what CLM was doing with the money and also wanted to bring back some stories to gather even more support. The people that came were really interested in improving the lives of the Haitian people, and the funds didn't seem to be conditional on the religious affiliation. They were working with various organizations within Haiti. For example, tomorrow, they were planning to visit a deaf school, and Al, the dentist, was planning to provide dental care for the students there. He was expecting to pull out some teeth, he said, and I have a feeling that this was not his first time doing such things. Some of the people in the group had already traveled to Tanzania and Uganda in similar missionary trips. They had also built a well in Sudan, although they cannot physically go there for obvious political reasons. I don't know. I witnessed the power of churches in grassroots fundraising. Church is a truly important and powerful organization, in which resources can be mobilized for doing good. Considering how religious Haitians are themselves, it is wonderful to see that diverse people could work together and come together under a same religion, be it Catholicism or Protestantism. It was a moment in which I had to ponder my religious views a bit.

Mincy had a professional camera and was taking photos of the children and the CLM families we visited. Kids loved it. They were looking at their own images in the camera, laughing and giggling the whole time. Kids are kids. I just love watching them smile.


























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At lunch, we ate in a restaurant called Las Vegas. The food was great. Too much food. We invited three brothers to join with us (although they joined when we were almost done with the meat, so they only got to eat the rice and some friend platens). These three were living with their mother's father in law. They are from the same mother, but from different fathers. They were able to go to school, but they also had to work in the afternoon. They seemed to be pretty much on their own. I gave them some apple gummys and the biggest one smiled at me and said thank you in English. I really love kids like them. He even wanted to take a picture with me. Lori said she will send it to me so I will be waiting for the picture.

Kendra and I.







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June 7-8
Weekend in Port Au Prince

(I will update this later with this weekend’s activity with Kendra’s family)


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June 9
Guitar Jam Session

So right now, we are playing guitars. Well, Gauthier and Ebert were playing before and now Samira is trying to learn it from Ebert. I met bunch of new people today. I think this is one of the most enjoyable things to do when you are working in a NGO like this. You constantly meet new people who are good and amazing. Anyway, this morning, we were picked up from Kendra's aunt's house and met Gauthier, Samira, Amy, and David. Amy has been working with Fonkoze for a year, and she is now leaving, and Samira is now going to replace her. They are in charge of interacting with donors and reporting back to them about how their donations were used. There was a more formal and cool sounding name to this position, but I forgot. But this seems like a really cool job. They are both older than us, yet they look so young that I thought they were the same age as I am. They are both probably in their late 20s. Samira has been working with the Citigroup for years, and she had also worked with the entertainment industry, living in LA, interacting with some celebrities like Mel Gibson and Denzel Washington and such. Amy was in education and taught high school before, but she is now changing her career. She said she wants to go to get MBA. These are pretty amazing kids. Samira had been in Ghana before, and Amy, too, is well-traveled. They are also very outgoing and much more sociable. I feel like they have really good social skills, perhaps because they have been working in real jobs for years now. Anyways, I finally met Gauthier. He is a sweet guy. I can't tell how old he is but he has two college aged children who are now in Miami. I think he lived in the US initially, but then he moved to Haiti with his kids when the kids were 7 or something like that. Since then, they have been living in Haiti as Gauthier has been working for Fonkoze.

Anyways, Gauthier had prepared many many mangoes for us. (I am pretty sure he and others just got mangoes out of the tree they have in this house). Afterwards, Amy wanted to go see the famous waterfalls here. So we, the foreigners, all went to see the famous waterfall that is supposed to be holy. 50,000 people come to visit this waterfall in July 16th. I heard about this Indian guy who really wanted to get this one job. He wasn't able to get it for years, but after he made the visit to the falls, he was able to get it. (probs because he wanted it so much). After that, he visits the fall every year.

Sodo means "bucket of water". There are mud and little streams everywhere. We did go. And wow, what a fall. It was beautiful. We had walk across the fall in order to see the full view. Amy paid 100 gourds for all of us, and they still wanted more at the end for baby stepping us in the water, but I didn't have any change. I felt slightly bad.





After that, we headed off to a place we were going to visit. It was a long ride. David was in the back of the truck with all the other guys. After an hour ride, his butt was killing him, so he came in. On the ride back, even though it was raining, Amy volunteered cheerfully to ride in the back of the truck. She had a pancho and all. She was prepared for the one last wild ride. She was soaked at the end, though.

We tried to visit two women in the field. One was gone, so we were only able to see the house and the children. Their hair reddish brown—a sign of malnourishment-- they were looking at us. Amy explained how the roofs mark the economic status of the people. Although to our eyes, all these houses look poor, some can afford the tin roofs, and others can't. This particular woman is staying in a storage place her sister lent her because she does not have anywhere to go. At least they had wood walls. Some houses are built with mud. I don't know how they stand when it rains hard.

The second woman we visited greeted us so warmly. You can see that she is happy to see us. She proudly also built a beautiful cage for her new assets, goats. It was nice. She looked optimistic, and I think it is such optimism and hope that the program brings to the women and their family, and it is that transformation that makes such hard work possible for many people.

Trying to visit our last woman, the car was stuck in the mud. Everyone had to get off and push. It still didn't work. Some villagers came out to help us. We were rocking the car, digging the mud, putting stones, and oh gosh, it was a labor indeed. It finally got out. I feel like every day is filled with such events. A day will never go by without something out of the ordinary. This is how these case managers live their lives. Stuck in mud, flat tire, a woman get pregnant, her child get pregnant because she is not in school (and they say anything can happen when they are not in school), someone's goat has a swollen leg-- these are the things that they deal with, the things that these women have to pull through themselves.

When I tell David that I am 20, he says that I am just a baby. People are surprised that I am only 20. Amy is 28. Samira, 25 going 26. David 25. I asked Gauthier how old he was. He answers 18 and smiles. Ebert says he is an old guy. I wonder how old they really are. Gauthier maybe in his 40s, Ebert maybe in his early 30s. I guess I am young. To them, Kendra and I look like teenagers. I do feel that way, too. I feel like there is something different about people who have been working. They have a set of social skills and also a kind of maturity I like.

They were talking about love and purpose when I came out from the shower. I missed most of the purpose argument, but love, I was able to listen. Gauthier and Amy both believed that "love" exists and that it lasts forever. Love does not expire, Gauthier said. Samira does not believe that. She thinks love change, mutate, diminish, etc. Amy said that love is love and it does not change. You just put it aside if necessary, but it is still there and it is still love. Samira is more skeptical. She thinks when one love is over, people still move on, and when they do that, the previous love is changed or gone. I was just listening to their intense conversation. I asked Amy if love can happen more than once. She says she doesn't know.

What is CLM?

What is CLM?

I was able to oversee two village committee meetings in a row during the first two trips outside my base. A village committee consists of the poor women who are participating in CLM as well as some village authorities and the people who used to help these women out. Before I can explain anything else, I must explain what CLM is first. Gauthier also gave us a presentation about CLM yesterday. So I hope this is easy to understand.


CLM

Although Fonkoze is a microfinancing organization, CLM has little to do with microfinancing. It is what I would call a comprehensive aid program. It stands for ‘path to a better life’ in Creole, and the program is based on the BRAC’s TUP (Targeting the Ultra Poor) program in Bangladesh. The idea is based on the fact that microfinancing is not able to help the poorest of the poor members because in order to do microfinancing, one is required to have certain amount of social connections and assets. However, the poorest of the poor women around this world really have nothing in the literal sense. So what can we do for them?

How it came to be

Gauthier's boss, Anne, had been trying to search for ways to help the poorest of the poor in Haiti for a long time. Fonkoze is a microfinancing program, which requires you to have some kind of activity that generates revenue, however small it is. But the poorest of the poor people are those who don't even have that minimum requirement. Ti-credit was their first program to do such thing, and it is a kind of micro-micro-loan that women can take out in 25 USD (1000gourds) increments. Basically, it is a very small short-term loan (first one lasts a month, the next two, and the third three). However, this did not work out well because it was not structured well for the people and also the people didn't do all the things that were required to succeed in the program.

Ann had a microfincing summit in Haiti a few years ago, and there, she met a woman who came to talk in the summit about TUP (Targeting the ultra poor) program. They have been doing what Ann had wanted to do, so she immediately started writing the proposal and looking for funds. Gauthier was called into the project immediately and he was given two months to wrap up his successful business program and one month to hire his staff and leave to Bangledesh for training. They got trained for 6 weeks and then Shila (a woman from the BRAC) came to help them set it up for 10 months. This is how CLM came to be.


How the CLM members are selected

CLM begins with what is called a selection process. It is a kind of a rapport building with local community. In this phase, they do what is called social mapping. They basically draw a map of the village and mark everyone's house on that map. Everyone gets a number and while they do the mapping, they invite village people to come and join in the process. At the end of the meeting 5-6 persons are chosen and they identify each person and where they would place them in the 5 categories of wealth and poverty-- from the richest to the poorest. Making the village people themselves to identify each person and where they would place them in the categories are effective because the reality of poverty varies from village to village depending unique circumstances. Moreover, making the people themselves describe who is the poorest allows everyone to agree later on that the women were selected because they were truly poor.

Fonkoze staff then makes the visit to each of the houses who were ranked in the last two categories of poverty. Considering how rural areas in Haiti don't really have a systematic way of organizing people and also how difficult the terrain and road conditions are, this is a difficult job that requires a lot of work. They have three measurements of poverty they use in order to find out about each individual’s situation: Poverty score card, PPI (Poverty P-something Index), and Food security survey (designed by World Hunger). These are the three tools that they use to measure the poverty, and they each have scores, which tell them which categories of poverty each individual is in. There are categories like ‘food insecure’ and ‘food insecure with hunger,’ and all the women who were selected in the program were in the category of ‘food insecure with hunger.’

The real criteria for the program are that the person has to be a woman and to have at least one child. She also has to have almost no productive assets or lands, and she should also be at least 15 years old. However, this age requirement had been waived a couple of times. In one case, after they selected a mother, the mother died and her 14 year old daughter had to take over everything. Most people on the program don’t even own their houses.

All these names on the list make what they call the primary selection list. Gauthier goes personally to the each house on the list and have a conversation with the woman. He finds more about them in that conversation. Everyone should feel relaxed, and in this way they start talking about the information needed. After the conversation, they determine if the woman is ready or not, and sometimes they have to have more than one conversation. In one case, the woman lied about everything because she was so embarrassed about her circumstances, so she almost did not get into the program. It is only after when the staff talked to the kids that they found out the real information that was needed to have her in the program.

During all this questioning process, Fonkoze doesn't say anything about the program. The women almost never ask why they are doing, and when one person did, they just told her it was a survey.

Once the final verification is done, (by Ebert, Mistard, and Gauthier who are the supervisors), they go back to their homes. Once they have the verified list, they tell them about the program, the name of the program, and make them choose two activities out of the three. Having two activities increases the chance of the success because if one fails, they have another one as a backup. They can choose among chicken-raising, goat-raising, and small commerce. They also tried to use donkey but it did not work as well.

Training

Then the women are invited to the training sessions. Training is three days per activity and there is a follow up training every three months. Women still do not really believe that they are going to get anything until they actually see the goats or the chickens or whatever they selected. In order to get them come to the training sessions, Fonkoze provide them money for transportation and also feed the women two meals a day. In the pilot program, out of 120 families, almost everyone came: one absent, one who left early, and another who met a man and went to a honeymoon of some sort (but others convinced her to come and she showed up later on). Once a person misses one or two days of training, they do not qualify for the program.

Women are still not sure what they are getting into exactly and they don't even believe it until they see the assets they are about to receive. They didn't know anyone who ever gave them anything before, and they just can't believe it is going to happen them.

Asset Transfer (this happens a week after the training (should be no more than 30 days after))

While CLM members are training, the Fonkoze staff goes out to prepare for asset transfer. Collecting so many numbers of goats or chicken is a big job because in Haiti, there are no farms that you can order certain numbers of chicken and then come to pick them up the next day. The case managers have to physically go out into the markets and buy 2-3 chickens at a time for days until they have the necessary number of assets they can give out to one group of people. Last year, they ordered some hybrid chickens from Dominican Republic. The women loved them because they looked big and nice. However, the costs were expensive because of the transportation costs. Moreover, in the case of the island Lagonav, the chickens had to travel long-distance in a truck while it was raining, cross the sea on a boat, and were distributed when it was raining. All the chickens died prematurely.

Fonkoze has animal specialists who are trying to find out what kind of animals is most suitable for the terrain and the conditions these women are living in. They also treat the animals by themselves (i.e. vaccination). The case managers are, in a way, experts of chicken-raising, goat-raising, etc. In case of chicken, they have done some experiments with Haitian chickens and learned that if they raise the chicken in isolation, they don’t get chicken flu. Also, they experimented with their diet and captivity so they would lay fuller eggs. They also bought special cage for the egg layers so the chickens could be well protected. These chickens are 16 weeks old, and they will start laying eggs in their 18th week and continue to do so for a month. They have calculated the costs of the eggs and feeds, and also reduced the chance of death. Everyday, the chickens give eggs, and that is 5 eggs a day. Some of them, the women can feed their children, and others, the women can collect and sell it in the market for a good price. These eggs won’t hatch, so if they want to expand their assets, they have to buy either new chickens but hatch-able eggs.

In the asset transfer, women receive about 5 chickens or about 2 goats or 105$ worth of assets they have selected. Fonkoze never gives the women cash. If a woman asked for small commerce, then the case manager will go with them to buy whatever they wish to buy for their business.

When they receive the assets, they sign an accord that states that they won’t sell the assets or cause harm to them. It also states that the asset they receive is not a gift but it is for something to generate revenue. Also, the community witnesses the women signing that accord.

Weekly Visits

Although the asset transfer has finished, it is not even near the end of the story. Each case manager is in charge of 50 families, and basically, they have to visit all of them every week. This is a tough job because it is not like all the women are living close by. Sometimes you have to ride the motorcycle for an hour to visit the next house. With the terrain so hard to travel, it is a real commitment and effort to visit almost seven to ten women a day. When they do visit the women, they are supposed to do a few things.

First, they check on the women and how they are doing. Each woman receives a pink booklet that has slots for the women to write down every activity that is happening to their assets. (they get some training in writing, starting with their names). They can discuss any problems they are having, and the case managers help them come up with a solution. The goal of the program is not to give the women and solve the problems for them. It is to baby step them for 18 months, so by the end of the program, these women can solve their problems by themselves. So basically, the case managers are mentors and guides who advise what to do. But they cannot force the women to do anything. The case managers also have to physically check the assets and see if they are still there. They must see that they are there.

Weekly Stipend

Another important thing is that the case managers give each member 300 gourds every week. This is a stipend, so they can start learning about saving or start pooling money together. For example, 10 women can get together and each week, they will give 100 gourds in one pot. One person receives it for that week, the other for the next week, and so on until they go round for every person. This is kind of pre-saving stage.). They can also feed their children better and even send some to school if they can. The school costs are expensive. One woman said that it costs about 250-800 Haitian dollars, which is 1250-4000 gourds, to send one kid to school. This is a lot of money. I really wish the Haitian government would work on this. They can at least make this happen. Make the schools free. Free education, not even for all ages, but at least the elementary school and the middle school or something like that. After 6 months, they generally have something to generate income, so the stipends stop.

Education (for the women)

Finally, the case managers are supposed to discuss about one issue a week. There are ten topics relating to health, security, family planning, etc. The topic of the first meeting was clean water. The second, family planning. But they have ten topics that they go over with the women each week, and when they are done with the ten, they repeat them. The goal is that the women will have them ingrained into their heart by the program is over and will be able to solve their own problems.

The most important issue is that the family is drinking clean water. CLM members are very vulnerable because they either get the water from the spring or even from the river, or then get sick. During the education, case managers tell the women to boil the water and also show them how to purify water. They also in some cases provide filtration system. A NGO called Gift of Water, which is precisely into water and filtration systems, showed the women how to use two buckets--one on the top and the other one at the bottom—chlorine tablet, charcoal filter, and cloth filter to purify water. When they start drinking clean water, stomach problems and diarrhea are eliminated. These women would start carrying their own bottles of water and also others from the village start coming to get clean water from them as well.

These are the ten different topics:
1. Clean Water
2. Family Planning
3. Early Pregnancy
4. Sexually Transmitted Diseases
5. Pre and postnatal care
6. Sanitation, Hygiene and Latrine
7. Worm
8. Vitamin A
9. Vaccination
10. Food habit


Home improvement

CLM is a comprehensive program. They also help the members build their houses better. The houses I have seen are made out of thach (big tropical leaves) and mud. These are weak in rain, and especially during the hurricanes. The better kind of roofs here are the tin roofs, which is water-proof. The women have to prepare rocks, sands, and wood (all of which they can find in the nature, although they might have to buy some wood), and the CLM will pay for tin, nails, and labor (this costs about 8000 gourds, which is about 200 USD). Women are more proud of the house when it is finished because they participated in the process. CLM provides the tin roof for only 9 square foot and if the woman wants more, they have to buy the tin.

Health Care

The most important component of the program is health. If the person is not healthy, they are not able to make it to the end and graduate, so providing the CLM members with the access to the health care is very important.

Fonkoze does not have enough funds to provide direct health care to them, so they link the CLM members to the partner organizations. Zanmi La Sante is the partner that is doing a lot for CLM members, so central plateau works out well. Plan international helps in Twoudino. However, in Lagonav, they tried to work with World vision to provide health care, but even after everything was signed agreed, World Vision pulled back (Fonkoze staff all seem to hate World Vision because they apparently compete with other organizations, etc. Also, Fanillia was talking about how their policy of only providing food for pregnant mothers actually increased the pregnancy among the poor women).

When there was a woman who was sick with hiv AIDS, Fonkoze brought her all the way to Port-Au-Prince to treat her. The new director of health of Fonkoze was able to arrange some nurses to go and provide health care for the CLM members a couple of times. Also, two nurses who came from the States gave the case managers training on primary health care and emergency treatments. So the entire staff learned how to do these things in a couple of days. Also, they were able to get lots of medications for wounds and colds. In these ways, they were able to provide health care in Lagonav directly. Once, they organized a health fair with two nurses, and they treated a lot of the infections. When they came for 3-4 days, 670 people (there are only 50 CLM members in this island, so all the other villagers came as well) came to get treatment.

Education (for children)

Like I already said somewhere, the education costs are expensive in Haiti. But the CLM staff really encourages the women to send the kids to go to school (as when they don’t anything can happen to them. For instance, they can get pregnant, causing even more problems and fall into perpetuating poverty). When the women don’t have the provisions to send kids to school, the CLM staff negotiate with the school masters and try to pay the money in small increments that the women can afford to pay. As for the uniform, they also arrange it so that the kids can go with any clothes on. When they don’t even have regular clothes, they sometimes ask for donations of clothing and shoes from other village members or in other places. But in these ways, they were successful in arranging the kids eventually start going to school.

Vegetable Gardens

CLM also give the women plant seeds so they can plant vegetables. They can eat the vegetables and also even sell them to generate revenue. Last time, it was so successful that they are going to start it much earlier this time. They got the seeds from this organization that were really into gardening and seeds. I am constantly amazed at how these different organizations can come together in such a remarkable way.

Social Mobilization: Village Committee

They also try to community mobilization. There are many problems that can potentially arise when these women who used to have nothing start to make something. There are cases of jealous neighbors cutting the heads of the goats that were left loose. What the CLM tries to do is to create a village committee, consisting of the people who used to help these women before CLM came in (they ask the women where they would go and ask for help when problem rises) and the CLM members themselves. Their role is to help the CLM members protect their assets.

I have sat through two beginning meetings, and what they do is basically talk about what CLM exactly is and ask the people’s help in advising and protecting the CLM members. They emphasize that by helping the poorest in the village, the whole village is being elevated. Also, the members are often school teachers or priests who are genuinely interested in helping these women. In many ways, this group is the mediators between the people in the village and CLM members.

Also, the CLM members are also instructed to help each other. In one case, when one woman was thrown out of her house because of jealousy, another woman in the program took her in. They are now sisters. In many ways, these women who previously did not have any social assets (connections) now gain valuable network of people who care about them. This will hopefully last even after they graduate from the program.

Graduation and Confidence Building

At the end of the 18th months, CLM members can graduate, and they can also choose to move onto the next level Tikazi (Ti-credit), which is the smallest microfinancing program. Before they graduate, they have three days of confidence building. They plan for the future, and also give the women a strong sense of empowerment and self-esteem of how they made it through the program.

In many ways, these women who used to have nothing and had really low self-esteem experience a transformation in every respect of their lives. More village people come and talk to them as the women now have assets to sell and sometimes also to use the clean water or latrine. They gain respect in the village, and also gain social capital with it.

Evaluation

Gauthier was proud to show us the evaluation an outside firm did 9 months into the program. A well-known independent consultant came to do a evaluation of the program half way into it, and the results were very positive. I can attach the whole evaluation, but let me just say that it was very positive in all aspects.


People who are working for CLM must really genuinely care for the members. How else do you continue to care for the women who sometimes will try to cheat you or lie to you? They have put so much thought and insight into the program. Out of 150, 133 graduated. I have enormous respect for the case managers. They travel long distances on motorcycles, rain or shine. They cross rivers. They go and work and care. In many ways, I am gaining a new optimism—a new trust—for the people and what they can do.

Monday, June 8, 2009

First week update

Right now, I am sitting in a small internet cafe near Kendra's aunt's house. I am surrounded by a computer, a fan, some chairs, and a tv. Simone came to make sure we are safe. It feels a bit sketchy here. I would be too scared to come here by myself.

Right now, I am in Haiti.

Long story short, I got an internship through Alliance of Students Against Poverty(ASAP), which connected me to the biggest microfinancing organization in Haiti called the Fonkoze Foundation. I will explain what my job is in the days to come, but for now, I am just going to upload some journal entries I have so far since I don't have that much time.




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May 28, 2009 Thursday

I guess I am going to start writing my journal today. It's always nice to start a travel journal a few days before the departure. These are some hectic moments. I am already in the traveling mode--thinking about what to pack and bring in my luggage, reminding myself about last minute responsibilities, reading about Haiti and microfinancing, etc. I have so little time and yet so much to do. Right now, I am a bit worried about my malaria pills. Maybe I should have taken them earlier this week when I got them on Tuesday… I didn’t bring them down to DC with me because the nurse told me I could take them on Sunday … but I am starting to wonder if she meant last Sunday… Oh, God. Hopefully, I will be fine. I will be healthy. I will be okay.

Keeping a journal of my experience in Haiti is one of the internship responsibilities, but I write this journal willfully and with enthusiasm. For one, I like writing about things. And for another, I guess keeping a diary of this sort is a kind of historical writing. After all, I am actually writing a primary source document. It is a personal account of my experience. This is my memory, my history. Perhaps later on, historians will try to psychoanalyze me when they are trying to research my case studies and how accurate they are.

Perhaps it is necessary to say a few words about my diary-- the philosophy of how I want to write it. The foremost thing I want it to be is to be honest. I do not want to pretend knowledge of the country or the subject. I really don’t know anything about Haiti or microfinancing. I am trying to read things and I am planning to bring books, but I have never experienced these things directly, and I didn’t have time to take a formal course or even to do substantial research to claim authority about anything. The only things I have authority over are my senses, and even those could be inaccurate. All I know is that I am going to write what I see, what I feel, and what I think. Here, I am going to try to let my guards down. This is a personal space. I do not want to get bogged down to what is politically correct or polite to say or not. I am going to unleash my ignorance, racism, prejudices, and feelings. This document will reflect the person I am, the person who is walking through these experiences and memories. I cannot help but be who I am. So, please forgive my honesty, even if it is wrong, even if it offends.

Today is the day before the training in Washington DC, and I came down to stay with my friend Yuna. She is my elementary school friend. It is so strange that this girl I hung out in 6th grade through 8th grade in Seoul, South Korea is sitting in front of me here, packing her luggage as she prepares to depart to Uganda. She will be working for health service related tasks in Uganda for two months. As for me, I have an internship with Fonkoze Foundation, the biggest microfinancing organization in Haiti. ASAP is the organization that selected me, gave me funding, and then connected me to Fonkoze. Yes, I am going to Haiti this summer. June 2-29. 28 days. It seems a bit short, and yet, it really isn’t for an inexperienced traveler like me.

My partner Kendra called me while I was in the train to DC. I am so excited to meet her. Her parents came from Haiti, and she speaks Creole fluently. This also makes me a little bit nervous, since she will be able to blend in perfectly, while I obviously will stick out. I look different. 5 feet 3. An Asian girl. I am nervous that I will stick out too much and will become a target for whatever crimes there exist in this world. This is my first time traveling to a poor country. In fact, this is the poorest country in the Western hemisphere. Almost half of the population live in absolute poverty ($1/day). I don't even know how that feels like.

During my prepping, I read a book called Paradise Lost, which discusses Haitian history with some historically questionable slant (I should try to find another book that sounds more objective). Haiti has a truly fascinating and vibrant history. Two brutal colonial periods. Two US invasions that no one really hears about these days. It is the first black republic, and it achieved the first successful slave revolution. I want to study and feel this country with all my senses. I want to learn, yet I cannot help looking at the crime rates and all its violence and problems. I guess I shouldn’t worry too much as it is already decided that I am going.

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What we did in the two days of training in summary:

1) learn about the mission/history of ASAP
2) what we are exactly doing in our internship
3) a national geography photographer came in to talk about how to take portrait phoptos and video clips and genral issues with using cameras
4) how to interview--what questions to ask, how, etc (even a lunch time excercise with the homeless in the city)
5) Q&A with the previous intern
6) Post internship issues--fundraising/chapters/etc.


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June 2, 2009
First day in Haiti

I am lying on my bed in my room for this week. This room has been kept closed for a while so it is really hot in here. Although now that we opened the windows and all, it should get cooler soon.

I am currently sitting in a mosquito net. It looks like a tent of black veil on the outside, and it is pretty nice in here. I feel safe from the notorious mosquitoes out there. I had a really hard time putting this up, though. One of the staff of Fonkoze helped me put it up. Oh god, it is so hard to remember the names of the people here. I just remember the two Gertrudes I met in the kitchen. Of course, there is Familia (that is not how you spell her name at all), who is our guide and interpreter. She went to school for radiology and a bit of computer science in Huston, Texas. Yes, she is Haitian. She is tall and skinny. She said she has been working for this organization for a year and three months now. She likes that she can help people through this organization although this is not her field exactly.

There is a small toilet attached to the room and Kendra is taking a shower right now. I took a shower some moments ago as well. There is no hot water, but the cold water is actually refreshing. It seems a bit weird to lie down under this black veil that is tenting my body. I can't really spread out my body properly because the space under the net is small.

The car ride from the airport to here was an interesting one. We drove through Port au Prince... which was beautiful. Beautiful mountains, beautiful sky and clouds, and beautiful handpaint all over the walls of the buildings. The vivid colors of handpainted walls and Haitain clothes were just wonderful. Of course, the buildings were run down. Half broken. The doors didn’t seem to fit the buildings. The people sitting outside to cool themselves in the shade. The buses and cars were crowded. No real traffic lights or lines on the road. A lot of the roads were still under construction and it seems like Haitian mountains have a big problem of deforestation. But overall, the vivid colors and the dark skin of the people here create a vivid contrast, almost a sense of optimism. Of course this is my viewpoint from the car. Driving by, looking through windows, seeing but not really seeing.

I am excited for tomorrow. I am supposed to visit a few clients in the program--"women with nothing" is how the staff characterize them. It will also give me some idea about what I am actually physically going to do here. Hopefully it won't be too hard of a day.














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June 3, 2009
Motorcycle Rides!

Today was amazing. For breakfast, we ate spaghetti. There were also some tomatoes and mangoes, as well as coffee. I am continuously impressed by the food here. It feels like they really give us plenty of food, and so far everything is new, so I am eating pretty well. (I am not a picky eater in general.) "Spaghetti with ketchup," Constantino had warned us before departure, but I actually like it a lot. Ketchup was merely optional (alongside the hot sauce) and I liked the dish without ketchup better. Gertrude had put some onions and sausages in it. I am not sure how she seasoned it but it almost tasted like olive oil and cheese as I had before in the States or in France.

Pascal also exchanged some money for us, which was nice. I changed 20 dollars, which ended up being 813 gourds. It seems like a lot of money all of sudden. I wonder what I can actually buy with it. All I know is the fact that I have to pay Gertrude and others who are preparing all the meals 4000 gourds when we leave. That is about 100$ for the entire month, which is a really great rate. I am so glad that the expenses here are really cheap since I spent most of the fund I received from ASAP buying stuff I needed pre-departure, including all the vaccination and medication, flight, and hiking supplies.

The car we were in yesterday had to be sent somewhere else today, so we all ended up in the back of three motorcycles. This was of course my first time on a motorcycle. I initially rode with S (pronounced ess in a cool French way). I was so nervous in the beginning and I felt so tense, but gradually, I started enjoying it a lot. It was awesome. The view was great, as we were driving through these hills and mountains. The air was fresh, although all the dust on the road would occasionally fly to my face. It was a sunny day to begin with and Haitian mountains and landscape coupled with the beautiful clouds are just gorgeous. In the morning I saw lots of school kids in uniforms going to school, and they were beautiful, too. The uniforms are made in vivid colors and children look great in them, although they are supposed to be expensive as the uniforms are the source of income for the schools. On the way, my hat flew away and another motorcycler had caught it for me. I quickly learned that you have to tighten up your hat on motorcycles and also the fact that sunglasses help a lot with the wind. Oh I wish I took a picture on the motorcycle. I guess I will do that next time I am on it as I suspect it will be one of the most frequent transportation for me here.

Motorcycles are everywhere here. Public transportation as we know it (like buses with regular schedule) seems unavailable, and there are so many motorcycles around here. Apparently, there are also moto taxis in Port-au-Prince, which are very dangerous. Today's three drivers were all case managers and CLM staff, so Fanilia told us to not worry about their driving. Although I was not wearing a helmet and, on the particular motorcycle I was on, there were no back or side mirrors, I learned to trust the driver. And from then on, the ride was much more enjoyable. I just have to say to myself, oh well, I can't do anything about it at this point. People in the streets will shout at me "blanc" or "chinoise" or whatever else. In some ways, I enjoy the attention. This is probably because I feel pretty safe with all the staff surrounding me.

The place we went today is a town called Bozio. (Oh, by the way, where I am staying is called Sodo. It is supposed to be the fourth largest city in Haiti.) The motorcycle went into a really thin road, which literally meant that sometimes the motorcycle fit the entire road. I cannot imagine what will happen if there was another motorcycle on the other side. I guess it will be a rare thing. This is obviously a rural village, where you have to go in pretty deep from a paved road. I think most of the places we have to visit are like this. They are quite inaccessible and far away from the centers. After a while, we started walking on foot because motorcycles cannot go through, and soon we faced a big stream. We had to take off our shoes and socks and cross it with bare feet, and it was deeper than I expected that my rolled up pants got all wet. We had to walk a lot more after crossing the stream. But the scenery was beautiful and I enjoyed the hike.

We soon arrived at a school. An elementary school where children were singing and playing. This was the place we were supposed to be and where the meeting was supposed to be held. I will discuss the village committee meeting itself in a separate post, as it is a more serious stuff. Also, I am going to attend another one tomorrow, so it would be nice to combine the two experience and write just one post.


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June 4, 2009
Chickens and another village committee meeting

Fanilia told us that she is leaving tonight to meet some people in the Northeast but she will be back tomorrow evening. Until she comes back, Ebert will take care of us.

We left a bit later than yesterday--maybe around 8. In the city, there seemed to be a market of some sort. People were selling all sorts of things. A little bit away from the market, the clm staff were giving out chickens to the women who are just starting out the program. These were the women who chose chicken as their assets, and what we were seeing was the asset transfer process.

I thought they would give the chickens separately, but I guess they just do it all at once in one place. This is more time efficient for the organization, although each woman was left to herself to find a way to transport the chickens back to their houses. Most were planning to carry everything on their heads (so remarkable!) and walk home. Each woman received 5 chickens and a cage to put them inside.

Here, we also met Bonisson, the last case manager we were supposed to meet and who is also going to work with us throughout the day. While the staff was giving out chickens, Kendra and I were standing around awkwardly amongst the crowd. They were looking at me, and some started talking to me a little bit until they found out that I can't really speak to them. I wish I could speak more Creole. I actually understand 30-40% of what they are speaking, especially when they are talking in a more formal tone, which resembles French even more. However, when they are not talking so formally, I have no idea what they are saying. And even when I do, I have little context and am often clueless. (people joke around how the only thing I can say is merci).

Anyway, Kendra and I started asking questions to the women and they started answering. Everyone gathered around us, and Kendra was able to ask them questions and translate what they were saying to me. I appreciate her so much. It actually gives us a lot of independence--oh, well, technically, she is doing all the work I suppose-- that Kendra, the other intern coupled with me, speaks Creole.(again, the staff makes fun of her Creole. Haitians are really funny people. They like to joke around a lot, and they are so playful.)..

Bonisson had to make it to another village committee meeting soon. Kendra went with Bonisson, and I went with Ebert. I rode with him yesterday and he speaks more English than most of the case managers I have met so far, so I was glad. Ebert speaks very good English, although he thinks he doesn't. I am constantly impressed with the level of education the staff received. Typically, educated Haitians can speak both French and English, and some even went on to learn Latin and Greek in schools. Their language also has some Spanish influence, so I wonder if it is easy for them to learn Spanish as well.

We bought some big bottled waters. Each was 25 gourds. We eventually arrived at Emile's place, and I ended up on Ebert's motorcycle again. We ventured into the hills and mountainous terrains. At one point, we were riding through the cornfields, and then we came to a big stream.

After the boat ride and after a few bumps and other small streams, we eventually parked our motorcycles and started walking a bit into the village. Like yesterday, there was supposed to be a village committee meeting. Bonisson was in charge of this meeting, as he is from this area and people know him very well. They call him dodo, which means sweetheart.

Let me combine the two village committee meetings I witnessed into a separate post, since I think they deserve special attention.


Some photos:



This is my bed :) I have some stuff inside the nets so I can do things inside the bed once I am tucked in.

This is the kind of the motorcycles I am on.


Typical hiking view.



A woman and her child.








Ebert on his motorcycle


Ebert giving out chickens, one by one.

A typical view on the road of Haiti.


The school we went to. It is colorful.



Women who are on the CLM program.